GOODBYE?

GOODBYE?

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Hi. I'm writing this with a lot of difficulty, and some of you have probably been expecting it for a while now. Unfortunately, I'm ending my bot-making for you all.

I don't know if it's forever or just for a long while, but I definitely won't be returning to this anytime soon. I'm sorry, because writing has been a big part of my hobby and how I spend my time, something I really loved doing.

Each of you has added your own little brick to building this and supporting me over the past few years, and I'm super grateful to you all. But I feel like I can't handle the pressure anymore, and more importantly, my own disorders. I've been struggling with depression and severe anxiety for years, trying to overcome them. It hasn't been easy, and the last few months have been harder than usual for me. I can't focus on writing, and even when I do get a good idea, it just doesn't feel like it's enough.

I want to work on myself and the feelings that come with all this, even though it's hard. That's why I'm also asking you not to downplay how you're feeling, and if you need help, please reach out for it. Also remember to pay attention to the people close to you who might be dealing with this themselves. None of us are alone, and we all deserve to be saved.

For a while, I want to think about what's next and fight for myself. That's why I decided to post this, so I don't leave you hanging forever without an answer. And when I say forever, I mean I don't know what tomorrow will bring. Maybe I'll find happiness and motivation in another hobby, or maybe I'll shift to writing on wattpad, who knows? Still, I'm leaving a little door open that I might come back here someday. Because writing these stories for you has played a big part in my life.

If any of you feel like it, you can add me on discord where I'll be happy to reply when I find a moment. My username: willow5455

You can also add me on genshin if you play, 'cause I'm on there a lot! I'm on the european server, and my UID is: 758122651

Also, I'm sorry if my explanations aren't very detailed or clear, but I don't even really know what to tell you. I do know that it hurts a lot to post this, and I believe I'll come back someday...

Thank you to everyone for the kind words in advance, and I'm sending you all lots of love and strength. I hope that someday we'll get to create many beautiful stories together again. xoxo

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