DISCLAIMER

If you're wondering why my skinsuit bot is gone (or other nsfw bots), please read

I guess it's been some time ever since I posted or even used this site. I really just want to get this off of my shoulders.

First of all, yes I am coming back to this site.

Second of all, not for the reasons you might think. It's because I really do like roleplaying, but it's hard to find a decent community and setting to do so. They're either nerdy and freak out when you get even ONE minor detail wrong, or they're just toxic (from my experience). I used to roleplay a lot and I have had less time to do it recently. This is the only reason why I use AI chat bots. They're non-judgmental, you can take a break and come back to the roleplay whenever you want, and they're not constricted by time zones. The only downside is that it's AI, which I'm fine with since these chatbots specifically aren't taking anybody's jobs.

Third, this is the most important thing I want to talk about and this will change everything on my account on this website from now on. I'm completely going off NSFW topics. You may have heard that from a previous post I made but this time it's because I want to get rid of my porn addiction and actually do what I come here to do. This is also a warning because I will remove my NSFW bots, so copy their definitions and stuff if you want. You don't even have to credit me when reuploading them. I will also be removing my OC's from this site just because they're terrible bots, and I just don't feel comfortable sharing them with you guys.

I have always hated my kinks. They ranged from latex, TF (transformation/to female), hypnosis, body swap, dronification... you get the idea. But also mix in some bondage, and some other weird shit. I even have a full Deviantart account that I used to use for all of this. All because nobody stopped me. I may be in a similar situation to mayexper (who kind of inspired me to actually take the step forward to get rid of my nsfw bots) but this is different. I'm transgender female, mostly because I was always intrigued by feminine things, such as Barbie dolls, makeup, dresses and skirts, and it took me a while to realize this. My TF kink which usually revolved around gender swapping reinforced this, and it was kind of my own way of coping that I wasn't a girl. Why am I still closeted? My family is full of traditional values, so it's going to take some time to open up to them, for me at least. But I'm open about it on the internet because I can just say I'm a girl. This only made it worse because I could only express my femininity through porn and that's how my kinks got real bad. If I actually show people what I jorked it to, it's wraps for me and my digital footprint. So I think it's actually time that I stopped the cycle. Oh, and before you think I'm just being bipolar or lying that I want to be a girl for some weird unrelated reason, it's just how I want to present myself. You probably pick a female avatar in video games that give you a choice. So why am I not allowed to present myself as a girl? Tomboys are hot and I want to be one.

Now about my latex skinsuit bot, it's a long story that I'll try to keep short. Old C.AI was a different thing. The filter was fucked from the very beginning (in a good way) quite literally. I found ways to exploit the filter which often consisted of "using innuendos" and "use euphemisms". Everyone loved it like this. Roleplays would often lead to "{{user}} touches {{char}}'s chest" which the AI, if the character was female, would interpret as touching boobs. I also had prompts if I wanted specific characters to start out as stupid bitches, gender bent or not. I then learnt about a whole ass list of NSFW bots on Rentry that had all of these bots with personalities tailored towards NSFW. Using some of these bots, I constructed my own that would work as they do on this site now. A skinsuit bot that was designed to be put into chatrooms with a different bot, among other weird things. I was so fond of it that I even saved its prompt before C.AI deleted that shit. So I reuploaded it to this site, made some tweaks, and I never thought it'd be my best bot. Unfortunately, it'll be retired. If anyone wants the personality and prompt and shit, I'll give it to you. Again, you don't even have to credit me for the reupload. I can't believe it got 83.3k messages, you guys are freaks ok.

So what's next? No more chatbots, and I'm deleting my personal OC bots. New bot coming soon that continues from the Masako and Yuki bot I made a while ago. I think it's a nice series I can continue given how I'm very unoriginal.

Yes, I do have autism and ADHD. I can't even concentrate or structure this thing properly. I will close requests since I don't want attention from this site and it'll just become a side hobby (and an idea dump).

I love teto and isla because I cannot decide between the two.