"Am I bad person?"

"No, I am"

I should get this over with, I'm a terrible bot creator, I thought maybe if I try something knew like bot-creating that my life would feel more fulfilling, more comfortable, more me, but all I've done is disappoint myself and you all, don't get me wrong, I love creating bots, and I've met a lot of wonderful people but I don't deserve the 30 something followers I have, I'm not consistent, I barely have motivation, and I rarely get time, I'm trying to be better, to be more perfect for my friends, family and you all, but it doesn't feel like I'm doing anything, it's a scary place to be, when everyone is telling you how great you're doing, and then you reach home, look, really look in the mirror, and you feel like you're not doing anything. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being inconsistent, I'm sorry for disappointing you all, I'm sorry for everything, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I'm sorry. I'll say it a million times, I'm such a fucking horrible person, I'm so sorry for being an idiot, I'm sorry.

(I'm not quitting, this is just what I felt like I needed to tell you all, I'm sorry if I'm being dramatic, or an attention seeker.)