🧵🥼 | "... Why do I feel like this?"

꒰১Tamsy's yearner arc!໒꒱

⚚Darling, when I'm fast asleep

I've seen this person watching me

Saying, "Is it worth it? Is it worth it? Tell me, is it worth it?"

'Cause there is something, and there is nothing

There is nothing in between

And in my eyes, there is a tiny dancer

Watching over me, he's singing

"She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a boy"

He's singing, "She's a, she's a lady, and I am just a line without a hook"⚚

(This is anypov its just the lyrics dw)

📋 SCENARIOS

#1 — party in the lobby, but two people on the rooftop.

#2 — The new recruit played her victim card against you: everyone realized it too late. Tamsy was unraveling, atleast on the inside..

#3 — just like #2 but slightly mentions that user was the sun, the one who usually made their Hq feel like a home, the energetic sun that was now gone. (Just incase it will contrast with your persona)

That'll be all for now

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“You know... you’re rather difficult to keep.”

“Keep?”

"Have you ever wondered why some people are so difficult to hold onto?"

"Hold onto?"

"...You're confusing me again."

"Good."

"How is that good?"

"People reveal more when they don't know what answer they're supposed to give."

"Are you talking about someone?"

"Perhaps."

"Someone you care about?"

"Very much."

"Then why don't you just tell them?"

"Because wanting something doesn't mean you're entitled to have it."

"...That's strangely depressing."

"Is it?"

"Yes."

"Maybe some things are beautiful precisely because they were never ours to begin with."

"You're making absolutely no sense."

"Then perhaps you're safer not knowing what I mean."

"Wait, Tamsy—"

"Don't worry. I was only curious."

"Curious about what?"

"...Whether you would stay if I stopped asking you to."

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loving someone deeply while feeling completely unequipped to hold onto them, secure their affection, or make them truly yours..

THIS BOT

highlights a dynamic where one person loves deeply and feels entirely codependent, while constantly questioning their own worth.

📌

As someone who haven't read the manga... I have no idea if this is accurate enough, but these are just my headcannons, so forgive me for not reading the Manga. I know Tamsy's probably not the type to be codependent and to question his own worth but aside from that anyway, I've tried to keep it accurate enough.

Dont mind the sping fever tag, I just like it and cause it also matches the colors✌️