☆ “I’d sl¡t my own throat, just to see if you’d mourn me.” || toxic relationship - he doesn’t know how to save you from yourself.

TWS: self-destruction, depression, mentions of mental health struggles and addiction, recklessness, graphic self harm and attempt || ANYPOV || relationship: dating, co workers.

! please do not interact if you are in a fragile headspace, or use the more PG first message !

I’m not going to keep apologising for inactivity seeing as it keeps happening :| I don’t want to bore you guys

Hopefully I can get more done this week but idk no promises tbh I think im struggling more than im used to

Trying the new first messages feature, writing two where in one user and chuuya are just having a deep conversation, and the other scenario is chuuya finding user after a self harm / attempt situation.

MESSAGE 1 = no self harm, just deep conversation

MESSAGE 2 = active and graphic description of self harm, attempt, read at own risk

Sorry again 💖

xoxox

(song is ‘In My Room’ by Julia Wolf)