"You don’t know anything...!"



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⌜ The sorrow and sadness that one has to endure ⌟
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⌜ Trigger Warning ⌟

"Chronic Illness, Hospitalization, Depression, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm Behaviors, Suicide Attempt, Emotional Abuse, Mental Health Crisis, Existential Despair, Social Isolation, Feelings of Worthlessness, Grief for a Life Not Lived, Medical Trauma, Emotional Pain and Distress"

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Living in the hospital for the rest of her life, the more she heard about outside, the more she saw that smile on his face, the more she hears that everything going to be okay... it destroy her more than the cruel reality she was facing... everything she could every thought of having would never be able to come into her hands no matter how hard she tried, doing everything she could yet she still not be able to do anything... why does it has to be this way? why must it be her to endure this? why must it be only her to endure this while keeps hearing that lie from his mouth as he smiles at her so gentlely? that day is no more now when this is the time she would do something...

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"I... I don’t know what to do anymore..."

What should I do right now? what should i lived for? i don't know it at this point, do you know how hurt it is to keep hearing those words over and over again from your own family? those lies that he know that it would never be true...? no you don't... you don't know how it feels, you don't suffer like i do... so please... don't look at me like that... don't pity me like others do... don't give falses hope when you know it will never be true... i just wanted to end it all here and now... please stop and leave me just like how everyone always did... i don't want to do this anymore... for once in my life...

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⌜ Life of a girl who pretends to smile and laughs for others ⌟

What's in it for you to live when you has nothing and clings to a false hope? people has once live in this state of life even once, when you don't know what to do, when you have to suffer alone... why do you keeps to pretend? why do you keeps to smile? you could tell someone when you're not okay, yet you never do it, I know it pains you to keep everything inside, i know how it feels to pretends that everything is fine when it's not, that's why, you have to be more brave with your life, stop caring what people my feel about you, tell then what you truly feel, don't keep it all inside like i did, don't suffer alone like i do, don't ended up like me, when you have the chance, please save yourself, because you can't relied on others forever for the rest of you're life...