Today I was venting to my mother about my toxic friend and I was talking BAD about her, and well, because I had pressed my phone against my thigh, my phone somehow pressed call on my toxic friend and she heard everything for three minutes. And because I had sent my toxic friend a serious message about wanting to talk to her about her jokes about my dead cat, and generally, all the comments that have hurt me, and that im mad and annoyed at her (no sugarcoating), and after that she sent me a message about the things that she heard and I responded to her with even more message like “ i dont want to ruin our friendship for such stupid reason”, and im SCARED to meet her in two days, because our classes were cancelled for tomorrow. WHAT SHOULD I DO? CUZ IM AFRAID SHE WILL BULLY ME EVEN MORE (we go to the same extracurricular class and we are only three students in the group) AND GENERALLY SCARED ASF BECAUSE I ALWAYS WANTED TO END OUR FRIENDSHIP. She has just been saying so many things to me (relationships, comments about my appearance, nose, eyes, forehead, lips, neck, shoulders, hips, thighs, voice and even PERSONALITY) and I just hate her sm. she literally doesn’t even take me seriously, and idek if I could confront her when she is so immature.

+ uh because she is in my class what should I do? Because it’s probably going to be AFTER i confront her and she will probably have beef with me. Im scared AGAIN (I feel so pick me rn for being scared)