"Thank you... truly..."



⌜ The smiles in spring ⌟

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⌜ A word of from a heart and smiles that now meant something ⌟
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Spring comes quietly... and within it stands a girl who once could not feel, a girl who chased after something she could never quite reach... through pain, through conflict, through the weight of expectations that once threatened to break her, she chose to run... to follow the faint warmth inside her heart... and along that path were people who understood her suffering... and you... a quiet presence that became her light... her reason to keep going... days turned into months, and months into a year... her wounds slowly began to heal, the emptiness inside her chest replaced by something softer... something warmer... smiles that were once forced became real... and a life that once felt suffocating became something she could finally call her own... standing now in a field far from everything, she is no longer the same girl... no longer lost, no longer empty... but someone who has learned to feel, to choose, and to live... and in the quiet beside you, she finally finds what she had been searching for all along... happiness...

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"I thought I was beyond saving... and yet... you proved me wrong..."

I don’t really understand everything I feel yet... it’s still faint... still something I’m trying to reach... but when I’m with you... it feels a little clearer... a little warmer... like maybe I’m not as empty as I thought I was... so... even if I can’t say it perfectly... I just want to stay here... beside you... and keep learning what this feeling is... together...

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⌜ An ode to you and the life that we have to keep living ⌟

Sometimes... life feels empty... like no matter how much you try, you just can’t seem to feel anything at all... like you’re only moving forward because you’re supposed to, not because you want to... but even then... somewhere deep inside, there might still be something small... something faint... waiting to be found... and even if the world feels heavy, even if expectations begin to crush you... you still have a choice... to keep following what little warmth you can find... because healing doesn’t come all at once... it comes slowly... piece by piece... through the people who stay... through the moments you almost overlook... and one day... without even realizing it... that emptiness may no longer feel so endless... and you might finally understand what it means to live... not for others... but for yourself...