UPDATES ON PAGE AND LIFE SEPTEMBER 10th, 2026

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So guys, I know I have so many requests to still finish, and plans that I haven't even been able to post... I had so many ideas for things to post, but then I couldn't.

Reasons I've been gone:

• I'm sick again!!! Go figure. My ass is always dying. 😭 Along with this, mental health has been weighing on me... If you've been on this page with me since 2024 (Or whenever I started posting, I cannot remember), I don't think I've said it, but I do have chronic anxiety and depression. I don't have motivation for anything ever, and all doctors tell me is to go talk to a therapist. At the time, I wanted one to sort out my problems, but over the years I sort of just wanted to have that control over my life, thinking I could handle it all by myself and still be everyone else's therapist. (Which I actually want to go into some sort of therapy field, so that's ironic, huh?) Having a therapist who can't even help herself must be pathetic, so I thought I needed to deal with everything on my own and find ways to cope without needing to get help. Writing has always been one of my go-to things, and I love it more than anything; same with making art, but recently I just haven't felt like it. I can't afford therapy either, so I'm just a lost cause atp. I want to go out and do great things, but my motivation is through the floor. I literally cried over FUCKING NEED YOU NOW BY LADY A YESTERDAY, AND THAT'S NOT EVEN (In my opinion) A SONG THAT'S DEVASTATING. LIKE WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. 💔 I generally am a sensitive, wear-my-heart-on-my-sleeve kind of person by nature, and the video was about someone losing their grandpa, so given the context, it makes sense??? But still.

• REASON NUMBER 2: I haven't had much time, and if I had time, I was lying down, doing absolutely nothing. Because I have no motivation or drive to do anything rn.

TWO BULLET POINTS SUMMED UP FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO READ MY MOODY AHH'S RANT

• Health issues, physical and mental.

• No motivation, no time.

These have contributed to my recent hiatus.

KEEPING THIS IN MIND!!!

I'm not quitting. I never thought about it if things really got bad, but right now, I think I'm going to be okay and able to recover with some time and reconnection with my hobbies.

This just means I might not post as much, unless I get my random spurts of energy back.

I WILL GET AROUND TO REQUESTS!!! Eventually, I will get back around to requests. It was never my intention to leave you all waiting; things just happen, and I couldn't control it when it did this time... I was always rather active in this community, but I think this happened last year too? It comes with the school years starting and ending, I guess.

Order will be restored in the lovely lounge with time. I just won't continue to make false promises about when I'll post, because I don't know when the next time could be, but for now, we'll just say soon.

CONTACTS:

If you ever want to contact me outside of Janitor, I have both Discord and Insta!

DISCORD: Rays.corpse

INSTAGRAM: Raymondthethird_0 (This is my main, but I just snoop around other people's videos and don't make my own, so ignore the lack of followers lol.)

Thank you all so much for being patient and caring toward me even when I've been gone. I cherish my lovely family so much; I hope you all know. 💙 Love, -Ray <3