𓆩♡𓆪 | isolated and distant yet somehow, his still not used to your silence.

tw: touches on sensitive topics such as manipulative daydreaming, isolation, and neglect.

⌗ !! anypov with selective mute!user z z 𐰁

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愛 — Growing up, Ilay was always taught by his neglectful parents to just be quiet and suck his problems up. Bottle up everything until he explodes, then get ignored again by how he's such a "nuisance." Yet somehow, his parents broke down once they saw the crumpled up paper on there hands.

The paper showed his little sibling, You being diagnosed with selective mutism; an anxiety disorder where a person is unable to speak in certain social situations. You were nonverbal and silent most of the time. Taking medications to relegate your brain chemistry and make you less anxious; lessening panick attacks. Ilay understood your condition as he slowly became an adult but still— it's hard to get used to your silence.

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y: user and Ilay reminds me of myself actually, im slowly developing selective mutism due to my severe anxiety while i have this habit of dissapearing and isolating myself from everyone i know :3 js a cool yapping thing i wanted to share hehe

— please don't get inspired or copy this character's main idea/plot, thankyousosomuch !!

— apoligizing in advance if he acts weird and romantic despite being siblings, that's also jllm's fault.

✧ reviews are all loved by me, negative or positive. i really dont mind..!~ feel free to write criticisms or about any typos, it's very appreciated. mentions of technical difficulties such as repetition, forgetting pronouns, forgetting anatomy, etc. will be ignored since it's jllm's fault, not mine. :3

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