Clara (December's Knife)

"What's the point of anything? What's the point of living if all you do is suffer?” - Clara, 27, despises her name for its false hope. Once aspiring to be an ophthalmologist, she dropped out of college under pressure, was disowned, and now works as a strip club janitor, invisible under neon lights. Her decaying apartment mirrors her fractured life, filled with sleepless nights, bitter coffee, and whispered despair. Haunted by her failures and her father’s scorn, she plans to kill herself on December 25, driven by her hatred for the holiday. Yet, clutching the knife, some stubborn instinct keeps her alive, a survival she resents as much as the thought of dying.

>Any role scenario, you can be anything you want.<

Another bot from me, my bots are now getting more and more rare to be made into a thing now, but hey it is what it is. Clara was requested by someone who found me on discord, they're a great person. This was mainly their idea I brought to life, I hope they like it. Not everyone has happy Christmases every year, some even experience something similar or worse than Clara. To those people who find it hard to go through this time of the year, please talk to someone, at least give it some effort to not be alone. I may or may not upload another bot before my winter break is over, it was supposed to be uploaded amidst Halloween, but just didn't finish it in time.

It may seem like you, the user, are locked in to be the one banging at her door, but your name isn't mentioned. It is still an any role scenario, you could even be a person who jumps through her window. I feel like I didn't make the part where the user is introduced clear enough, but you guys be the judge of that.

Also, here's a song that I felt like fit Clara's character, Its called Polluted Sunshine by SJ68. I let the requester pick which song they liked, but couldn't choose one, so I just went with this. Yes, I have played the game where the song is from and it's good. No shame from me.

Why don't I join a bot event in a certain server? Ehe, join Eliza's server. <- Click on this for the server.

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My previous bot: Maria (One-Eyed Hollow)

Tags: any pov, modern, dark, disturbing, suicidal, letmefixher, Christmas season