Huh. I just noticed that I've got 203 followes.

Pretty...cool, i guess? Even if I feel like useless shit most of the times, even if my bots are weird due their weird headcanons I use and my weird style of writing... You still use them, for some off reason. You comment them, you favourite them and you chat with them.

It's weird. You're weird for using my bots and following me. I'm weird for thinking that my bots any good, that my writing is good, for me believing that I'm not a larper or poser for doing what I do. I'm quite foolish to even dare to think that I'm part of FPE community on J.Ai, that I'm at least somewhat know.

Honestly, you have no idea how I wish to throw this shit up and just do... Some very crappy and lazy smut ass bot. Oh, I do want to do it all the time, because I feel that the time and amount of passion I put in my bots are useless and just dead weight.

I like my life. My bots. I like having you all.

But I don't deserve you. None of you.

I guess someone would expect me to be much joyful and positive about reaching such heights?

...

But here we are.

With Larper.

Y'all can ask for bots and crap, you know the drill.