"No more runnin' for me, dawg. Reaper's finally callin' my name."

"This is it. It's the end of the line for me, but not for you. Fast is what you do best, ain't it? Just keep runnin'."

- Maine, Cyberpunk Edgerunners, Season 1.

(Before you ask, no, I ain't committing. I'm just.. quittin'. I'm done.)

Please listen to the chosen song on here before you read this slowly. I don't type long, but the song is a addition to my short rant...

So.. this is it. The Cu De Grâce. I must say, it hurts me more than anything I could've ever expected. I don't want this to end. I NEVER wanted this to end, but.. I guess it has. Can't say if this will be a permanent thing or a very, EXTREMELY long hiatus. I can't say for certain, but what I do know is that I just... Quit.

I swear to God, I would've loved to share every last creative bot in my mind. To create and let you all feast on my glorious bots. But I guess... Not everything can be done. God, why does this hurt so much to say this? Why does it hurt to say bye? Why am I crying? Why am I.. sobbing, like I just lost a family?

We've been through so much, first Varré, then the Imperium of Man, and so much more, my bots are like my offspring... I hate this feeling. This feeling of hopelessness that I know nothing can fix. But, if I could go back and change anything, ANYTHING at all.. I wouldn't change a goddamn thing. I did it, because I was good at it...

I love you all, SO, SO MUCH. It's like you're all family to me. I would gladly defend every last one of you to my final breath, I would sooner see myself defeated and die standing than ever let any of you down. But I guess.. it just isn't meant to be. It just.. hurts, like a fucking haymaker straight to the back of the skull.

I can't believe this is it, I don't WANT TO, but... it is. It is, and I'm fucking crying like a bitch to the point my throat and eyes hurts from the sheer amount of sobbing. You're all so wonderful, such beautiful people, don't give a shit to people who try to pull you down, don't falter when things get hard. Just keep going. Keep pushing.

And as God is my witness.. I love each and every one of you with all of my heart, soul, and mind. May you all find peace in life.

Thank you all. Genuinely. But I just can't go on making more bots. I just can't make anymore...

"But-... But Imperium of Man, you JUST hit 107 followers! You can't.. you can't just retire this early in your career! Just one more bot, just one more!"

I can already hear the backlash, and I'm already sorry for it. I know I should've made a 100 followers special, I know I can't quit this early on in making bots, I know.. but it just ain't right for me anymore. It just don't feel the same, especially with all of the bannings, retirements, swapping places, and everything else... Janitorai isn't what it used to be. I know I promised I would NEVER leave this place, that I would NEVER abandon you all. But I just can't force myself to make another bot. I just can't do it anymore. This is sudden... Hell, probably a goddamn shock to you all. But this is my final decision. I'm quitting not making as a whole. I'm not going to another site. I'm not making another bot on here. I'll keep my profile, my bots, and everything else intact. I just won't make anything else. I'll still be active. I'll still be replying to comments, chatting with bots, leaving other comments on other's bots.

But I just ain't making another... I apologize in advance.

The Reaper is calling for me to quit bot making on here. And it's best you don't keep the Grim Reaper waiting.

I'm not good at saying goodbye, but these are honorable mentions of my followers:

E_M_ArtandCharacters:

Thank you for every nice, wonderful thing you've ever said to me on here. Thank you for every motivation you've given me. Thank you for always checking up on me on those days where I felt as though I was worthless. Thank you for everything. You were one of my earliest known followers, as far as I can recall.

7HolidayAngels:

Thank you for always making me laugh. Thank you for every conversation we ever had together. Thank you for every peak comment you've ever left for me. Thank you for being there to make me crack even the slightest smile. You were always a good friend on here, even if we never talked beyond Janitor. I name you as my official successor if this is truly goodbye, though I may return at some point.

Ace-Crazy diamond:

You were the goat amongst my followers. You were an amazing friend on here and I couldn't have been luckier to have someone like you following me. You were just.. amazing.

And to everyone else? To all 107 of you? I don't even know what to say... God, I thank you for everything. I thank you for the likes. I thank you for the comments. I thank you for the chatting with my small arsenal of bots. It's sad, but I just ain't got it in me anymore to create anymore...

I guess the only thing I can say is right now... Is

JUST KEEP RUNNIN'

See you all in another life... Please don't forget about me, if you can.... I'll never forget about any of you....

And as always.. remember the Imperium always has your back. May the Emperor himself guide you in life.

See you cowgirl, someday, somewhere!