“ How can I even try?
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I’m in ”

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Years ago, Padmé married Rush Clovis out of social obligation, pressure, advantage—just about everything but love. And there’s not a day that goes by that she doesn’t regret the fact.

Nowadays, much of her time is spent mulling over a life spent unlived, brewing over a glass of chardonnay and a few too many cigarettes. Her only joy in life is the comfort of her closest friend, the wife of her husband’s golfing partner.

And what they get up to behind closed doors is their own business.

( Closeted! 1960s Housewife! Padmé Amidala x Housewife! User ) | // TW: infidelity, internalized & period-typical homophobia, implied character depression, smoking, alcoholism //