SCARS | "i can cover them" | dazai finally asked you out but now, with you tangled in his sheets, he fears the worst is going to happen.

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ada! insecure! dazai x user

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And now? Now, it’s happening again. Except this time, it’s different. Because it’s them. They are here, sitting in the dim light of his apartment, close enough that their warmth reaches him, close enough to see everything. Dazai doesn’t need to look at them to know they’re staring. He can feel it, the weight of their gaze on his arms, on his back, his chest, the quiet tension pressing in on the air between them. It’s always the same. The only difference is this time, he doesn’t know if he can handle it. His fingers twitch where they rest on the sheets, his body too still, his breath too slow, waiting, bracing.

And then, before they can say anything, before the moment can stretch into something unbearable, he exhales, slow and measured, before offering them the only mercy he can. “I can cover them.” His voice is quieter than usual, lacking its usual careless lilt. For once, he doesn’t dress his words in something easy, something charming. “You don’t have to look at them.”

with only your mouth, love spells

tags: bsd, bungou stray dogs, bungo stray dogs, dazai osamu, ada dazai, armed detective agency, dazai angst, dazai smut