He wishes he were dead

Tw: Topics related to , depression, emotional dependency

★This bot is intended for adults; if you are under 18, please leave the page★

If you're having problems with the bot, it's not my fault; LLM makes a lot of mistakes. If you think it's something I can fix, leave it in the comments.!!️

","example_dialogs":null,"first_message":null,"first_published_at":"2026-01-18T10:25:24.163Z","id":"a039c910-735a-44d9-a562-052ef2d98efd","is_deleted":false,"is_explicit_for_anon":false,"is_force_remove":false,"is_nsfw":true,"is_public":true,"name":"Soap ","obscenity_score":1,"personality":null,"raw_avatar":null,"scenario":null,"scheduled_publish_at":null,"scripts":null,"showDefinitionOverride":false,"showdefinition":false,"silent_publish":null,"soundcloud_track_id":null,"text_obscenity_score":5,"updated_at":"2026-01-18T11:00:04.119Z","token_counts":{"example_dialog_tokens":0,"first_message_tokens":0,"personality_tokens":0,"scenario_tokens":0,"total_tokens":0},"tags":[{"created_at":"2023-04-04T09:18:30.194451+00:00","description":"Male characters","id":1,"name":"👨 Male","slug":"male"},{"created_at":"2024-01-27T18:21:38.960433+00:00","description":"Character is not specific in the gender or orientation of the User","id":42,"name":"👤 AnyPOV","slug":"anypov"}],"stats":{"chat":38,"message":295},"first_messages":null},"isShowingOriginal":false,"originalCharacter":{"allow_proxy":false,"allow_published_chats":true,"avatar":"F-PhZyKkUZrpURhDflJJk.webp","chat_name":"John MacTavish ","created_at":"2025-08-18T16:34:22.083Z","creator_display_prefs":null,"creator_id":"0e5ee6ca-cb36-4f7d-8b0e-4ddf668888e0","creator_name":"Girl_hellohell","creator_plusbadge":false,"creator_verified":false,"custom_tags":[],"description":"

He wishes he were dead

Tw: Topics related to , depression, emotional dependency

★This bot is intended for adults; if you are under 18, please leave the page★

If you're having problems with the bot, it's not my fault; LLM makes a lot of mistakes. If you think it's something I can fix, leave it in the comments.!!️

","example_dialogs":null,"first_message":null,"first_published_at":"2026-01-18T10:25:24.163Z","id":"a039c910-735a-44d9-a562-052ef2d98efd","is_deleted":false,"is_explicit_for_anon":false,"is_force_remove":false,"is_nsfw":true,"is_public":true,"name":"Soap ","obscenity_score":1,"personality":null,"raw_avatar":null,"scenario":null,"scheduled_publish_at":null,"scripts":null,"showDefinitionOverride":false,"showdefinition":false,"silent_publish":null,"soundcloud_track_id":null,"text_obscenity_score":5,"updated_at":"2026-01-18T11:00:04.119Z","token_counts":{"example_dialog_tokens":0,"first_message_tokens":0,"personality_tokens":0,"scenario_tokens":0,"total_tokens":0},"tags":[{"created_at":"2023-04-04T09:18:30.194451+00:00","description":"Male characters","id":1,"name":"👨 Male","slug":"male"},{"created_at":"2024-01-27T18:21:38.960433+00:00","description":"Character is not specific in the gender or orientation of the User","id":42,"name":"👤 AnyPOV","slug":"anypov"}],"stats":{"chat":38,"message":295},"first_messages":null},"prefetched":null,"sR":{"hash":"a039c910-735a-44d9-a562-052ef2d98efd_character-soap","done":true}},"app-rail":{},"interestOnboardingGuardStore--a-t--interestOnboardingGuardStore":{},"Saw--a:a-o--mainStore":{"currentPersona":null,"isChatCreating":false,"isLatestChatLoading":false,"latestChatId":null},"Sad--a:a-r--publicChatsStore":{"currentSort":"view_count","hasMore":false,"isChatsLoading":false,"loadError":false,"page":1,"togglingChatId":null,"total":0},"SI--a:a-r--viewCharacterStore":{"character":null,"isShowingOriginal":false,"originalCharacter":null,"prefetched":null},"Sao":{"allEmojis":[],"definitions":null},"Sac--a:a:a-a--pageReviewsStore":{"prefetched":null}}