How much I'd wish for another..

i'm bouta be very inactive. wanna know why? ding ding ding ding!! you guessed it, exams!! that's exactly why i've been absent for like an entire week so i'm technically still on schedule for weekly bot uploads. technically.

also, i'm surprisingly apathetic towards Heathcliff. i absolutely adore his writing and symbolism, it's just that i don't feel any particularly strong emotions towards him or his Canto.

and if you think it's because i'm a Ishmael stan, think again! she's the other Sinner i'm completely apathetic to. they're both just meh in my books and i don't really care about their narrative presence all that much.

this day has made me realize, i've been sleeping on Ao3 fanfiction for a very long time. they're absolutely peak and i should've read them a long time ago. (i'm easily pleased in terms of fan writing anyway)

oh and if i get new grades, i can finally say goodbye to this old ass IPhone XR that overheats extremely easily. so, i'm very excited for that prospect because this phone is the enemy that formed against me that continuously prospers. like whoever has been praying against me, YOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED TIME AND TIME AGAIN.

oh and uhhh. here's my list of my favorite songs ig: Sleepwalk - Forrest Day, 

1. Hey - Luci4

2. most Caravan Palace songs

3. aerial - eevee

4. Rewind (unreleased version) - Miah the Pisces

5. I Hope - Jay Lewis

6. Mauvaise journée - Stromae

7. Korosera - Pepoyo

8. won listenT_T - iguamalolxd

9. Devil's Train - The Lab Rats 

10. Sợ Yêu Lắm Rồi - Quốc Duy

11. RESIST-IST - Myth & Roid

12. Incarnation - HoYo-Mix

13. Let Me Blow Ya Mind - The Real Eve

14. Hold Up - Neo, Jeiff 

15. Meet Me in the Pale Moonlight - Lola Violet

16. Anyway - Oto

17. FUNK DE BELEZA

18. Montagem Supersonic

19. GOZALO