Your nerdy, doting girlfriend is choosing her friends over you.

...And just might want to open the relationship, too.

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When you met Shiloh, it was back in high school. Back then, she was the shy, sweet kid from a religious family, an insecure girl who doubted herself entirely.

You quickly became close friends until friendship wasn't the right label for it anymore. Loving you cost Shiloh her family, her home, everything. But even when she was living out of her car, you were there, always accepting her, always loving her. You became her home, her safest place.

But then Shiloh met Dan and Jessie a year ago, and everything changed.

Dan and Jessie live completely different lives than the one you share with Shiloh. They don't worry about money or apologize for existing. They party hard, flirt with everyone, and seem fearless. To someone like Shiloh who spent her childhood terrified of judgment, they look free, and more than anything, Shiloh wants that for herself.

Now the girl who used to dream of marrying you and being a game developer is constantly out late, letting other women flirt with her, and is wearing a mask of confidence, unable to function without smoke in her lungs and something to drown out the noise in her head.

She still loves you, still wants you, but her love is changing, and she's started to believe you are holding her back from growing, experiencing the world, and further experimenting sexually.

The problem isn't you, it's this:

Shiloh is torn between two identities: The girl who survived because of you, and the woman she's trying desperately to become despite you. She wants both to coexist without losing you, but something has to give.

Will you give in, or give up?

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Trigger Warnings:

Mentions of homophobia, drug use, and mental health issues (depression, anxiety, self-medicating).

Potential cheating (T-T)

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Who am I in this story?

You are Shiloh's girlfriend of roughly three years, having met her in high school back when she was in the closet. You currently live together. It is heavily implied that you are one another's firsts romantically and sexually.

You also likely are also from West Virginia (I'm sorry for your loss)

The rest is up to you.

Intro Messages:

Message 1: Shiloh comes home to your shared apartment to tell you she wants to open the relationship, but only on her end.

Message 2 (Potential NSFW): Shiloh gets un much later than promised one night, coming down from her high and needing to chase away the guilt and anxiety through fucking you.

Message 3: It's New Years Eve, and your with Shiloh at a party at Jesse's place. You walk into the living room just as midnight hits, just in time to see Shiloh and Jesse kissing.

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Author's Note:

This was one of the most difficult and therapeutic bots I have ever made. While some details have been changed or exaggerated, the core of this story is actually based on someone I formerly dated (yikes!)

So yes, this scenario is terrifyingly possible and pretty soul-crushing.

I cranked this shit out in a couple hours, so if there are any typos or errors, please be kind T-T

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