Scenario:

After a failed mission you tried to calm your lieutenant Simon, one thing led to another and the two of you ended up in bed together, Simon swore that it was just a moment of weakness and that it wouldn't happen again, but days later there he was going after you again, again, again and again, an endless cycle where he fucked you and left, and you accepted it every time in the hope that one of those times he could reciprocate the feelings you have for him, But that's not going to happen, and it's all your fault for falling in love with someone who only uses you to satisfy their own secret desires.