Obviously I will be taking this down later but I wanna talk

Why the did i even think about touching funhouse?

Earlier I accidentally posted a bot of Anton bc i find him attractive (it was a myos bot)

And I just played the game today and I fell out of my depressive cycle.

I actually felt happy today, and not drained for once and it felt amazing

Until my friend told me the game was going to be discontinued

Obviously I was upset—and that's totally not her fault for telling me because I appreciate transparency—and she told me that the game will be canceled and someone who was working on it was a weirdo.

And honestly that's my fault for thinking I can be happy for once and put my happiness into something that can easily be gone

And I feel like I'm gonna overacting since I'm literally crying nonstop and I feel sick physically but it feels like dandys world all over again but it hurts more since i already got so attached to the characters in such a short amount of time especially with the fact the game is in play testing

Plus the fact im trying to branch out from just dandys world too

I was just about to draw all the characters too until I found out 💔

Me: le happiness! I am now no longer emotionless

Life: oh no no, no le happiness for you lucii

I genuinely feel like shit now but Halloweens coming up i guess

Honestly I think this is why I don't try to join different fandoms anymore since I don't really interact with regretavator anymore

I truly have no idea for what I can do so I can feel better