I don't feel like adding a Brambleclaw image for this one :/

hii everyone, I have been feeling really unmotivated these days and even typing this is making me feel bad but I feel like I need to make something to uh say stuff

I have been lazy lately, I have been busy, and I have just been unmotivated! This doesn't mean I'm quitting because I am still just a small creator, I am just saying I think I am getting worse because I can't even make a bot without putting WIP as the initial message without even finishing it like I used to with my first few bots and it's been bugging me more then it should!

My hallucinations have been getting worse and my sleep schedule is getting worse and worse and I don't know how long I will be unmotivated for. My typing is sloppy and I keep messing up while typing this, my vision is blurring and I don't know how long I can keep typing this without seeing things around me. It's dark and it shouldn't be bothering me but I see things but I really need to type this to tell you all about what's with me!

I am so sorry I keep getting off track, I am supposed to be going to a trunk or treat earlier today. I am unable to make bots anymore for some days, my spelling is bad, I am lacking creativity, I am busy, I am tired, I can't do this anymore, and I am just feeling bad for not making anything. I cannot make a description anymore without lacking creativity with what else to type, my bots might just have one sentences or five if I'm feeling great, my bots might not have the quality they used to and I'm so so sorry I am really trying to be good at the only other thing I'm good at i am really sorry.

I'm not good at venting so I'm sorry if this seems messy, it's 2:00am where I live and my vision is bad, I don't usually vent or give important information but I don't want to appear selfish or something like that

I'm sorry I will try to get better, I just don't think I can do this anymore (for at least for now) I am actively going insane

I won't be making bots for now