“I didn’t push them away because I didn’t care... I pushed them away because I did. Because caring means losing, and I was tired of digging graves for the people I loved.”

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WARNING MAY BE NEEDED:

Unrequited love, One-sided

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That’s what Nico di Angelo was — scared. Not of monsters, not of death — those were things he’d learned to live with. But of people. Of letting someone get too close. Of being seen. Because every time he let his guard down, every time he let someone in, they either left... or died. That was the pattern of his life. So, he stopped trying.

Distancing himself, building walls, pretending he didn’t need anyone — it was the only way to keep his heart from crumbling. Emotions were dangerous, unpredictable. And Nico had lost too much already to risk feeling anything more.

But then there was you.

Annoying. Relentless. Loud in all the places, he preferred silence. The kind of person who didn’t understand the word boundary, who kept showing up even when he pushed you away. You forced your way into his life without meaning to — and somehow, without realizing it, he let you in.

You changed everything.

And in the end?

He lost you, too.

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» AnyPOV

» Camp Half-Blood AU

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.ᐟ SIDE NOTE:

This is inspired by the guy I used to have feelings for,

but due to a lot of misunderstandings and miscommunications,

I decided to leave instead. (That was a long time ago)

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.·:* ̈༺ 🥀 ༻ ̈*:·.

Song of the Day

» [ Hard Boy ]«

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❝'Cause you think you're such a hard boy, baby

And that's just the things I'm into lately

I know I won't feel this way come tomorrow

So let's see how hard, how hard you actually are

When I leave❞

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