— I found a treasure filled with sick pleasure.

totally fucked up.

sid and nancy core?

the original idea was actually not about the song, and I in no way romanticize any addictions, destructive behavior and relationships, i don't practice any of this irl and it all stays only on jai. everything I describe is my sick fetishes and consequences of my traumas, I acknowledge my problems, i cope and don't encourage anyone to lead such a lifestyle. well you never know lol

i wasted a lot of time on this and edited the initial message a million times and in the end i don't like it ehh. sorry for any mistakes im SURE they're there, simplify the language for me