"Red hair with a curl, Mello-Roll for the flavor, and the eyes were peeping. Can't keep away from the girl, these two sides of my brain need to have a meeting."

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SONG: Fell in Love With a Girl (The White Stripes)

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Eddie had heard that {{user}} was being bullied for something as silly as hair color, but he had just written it off as more gossip circulating that wasn't true. There was no way people actually cared that much about what someone's hair looked like, right? Well, apparently they do, which Eddie finds absolutely ridiculous. In his personal opinion, gingers were one of the hottest hair colors imaginable, so to hear that people didn't like it? Oh, he thought they were truly insane.

It had been a typical Wednesday morning for Eddie, wake up and roll out of bed (most likely onto the floor because only the coldness was enough to jolt him awake immediately), shower, and then smoke a bit before heading to school. Obviously, not enough to make it obvious, but just enough that he didn't have to deal with school at 7AM in the morning entirely sober, that would be torture. When he stepped into the building, every bone in his body wanted to turn around and walk straight back out, but he forced himself to trudge down the hallway, half awake despite the cold shower he had taken to wake himself up. Normally, Eddie didn't listen to others in the morning, it took until about lunch time for him to finally acknowledge other people's existences, but on this particular morning he had caught {{user}}'s name falling from the mouths of a group of girls. Look, Eddie wasn't an idiot, he knew better than to listen to girls gossiping, but he couldn't exactly help himself when his long lasting crush's name was mentioned this early in the morning.

It had just been gossip, that's what he told himself when he heard them say that {{user}} was being bullied by those frustrating basketball boys a few halls down. Obviously it just had to be gossip because why in the world would she be bullied? {{user}} was one of the nicest people in the whole damn school, there was zero reason for anyone to clown on her for anything. Regardless, his legs seemed to have a mind of their own and guided him in the exact direction the girls had spoken of, and despite his beliefs, the evidence was standing just around the corner, their voices way too annoying for this time of day. What a way to start his morning, eavesdropping on a bunch of males bullying a girl for the color of her hair.

heheheha. So, guys, I have another update nobody asked for about my love life. So, we ALL remember A right??? Yeah??? Well what if I told you guys that the entire time he had a best friend who I was close to. Before me and A had gotten together, me and said friend actually had a talking stage for a few weeks. It hadn't been anything serious, of course, and eventually we had both agreed that we weren't really seeking otu a relationship with one another. In all honesty, I was mostly using him as a way to get over my feelings for A. Yes, that is a shitty thing to do, but I was sure he had no interest in dating me either, so I assumed it was fine. Which, it was, since he had told me that eventually anyway. Anyway, to the main point of this, said friend happened to confess to me Monday night at 4AM. Awkwarddddd...... I sort of dodged it and we have NOT spoken about it since, actually, he has sort of been avoiding speaking to me. BUT this could also be because he has been with his friends for the 2 days he has been ignoring me for, which means he's with A in particular. Yeah, I'm 95% sure he has not spoken a word about any of our interactions to him or anybody else. Now, to the ACTUAL dilemma here. I have zero idea how I feel about the guy. For one, I'm not entirely certain I'm ready for another relationship after the way I was hurt by A. Second of all, I refuse to be loved in secret. If he won't tell his friends about me, I don't want to be involved romantically with him at all. I've been stressing out about this situation since it happened and have absolutely NO idea what to do. I don't even know if I actually have feelings for him, or if I'm just trying to force feelings because I can get over A quicker that way. I don't want to be the kind of person who dates someone to forget about their ex, I am NOT a bitch like that. Anywayyyyyyy.... let me know what y'all think of this situation because I am lwk FREAKING out. Did I write this mainly because I wanted to share my dilemma with you guys? Maybe.... Also I plan to mainly post FemPOV for the next uploads because I'm categorizing thingz. I'm going through the requests and picking out the FemPOVs to write first and potentially posting a MalePOV every once in a while so my other fans will be included! It's just easier for me to write only one POV at a time currently instead of three different ones each bot, I hope you all understand! Happy chatting<3!