Hello my lovely rats :)

I will occasionally be back to post bots or random announcements. I’m doing much better mentally (can’t say much about physically 😅) and have decided to return. I’ve been putting this off for a while because I still wasn’t doing too good, it was that time of the month, and I wasn’t entirely sure I wanted to be back on the site yet. But I’m better, not on my period, and I’m fine to be back. Posting schedule will be inconsistent with my classes n other stuff, but I’m trying to be more active on TikTok and YouTube! My discord I’m rarely on, but send me a message and I’ll try to respond within a week!

I’ve been getting really into reading recently, so that’s what I’ve been spending my free time doing instead of chatting with ai. I finished 3 books in August and already 12 this month (the entire A Silent Voice series, Louder than Hunger, and a few other short ones). I’m currently writing a few of my own books :)

Tbh my metal heath still isn’t the best, but it’s better than it was when I took a break. I’m getting the help I need through therapy and my mom is actually trying to understand who I am as a person. I’m no longer with my bf, we unfortunately broke up but we’re still close friends. Ye :D

I have a bot in the works at the moment, and it will be out before the end of the month. Hopefully it won’t flop like some of my bots recently lol (hints: ‘whatever you do at the crossroads, DON’T TURN LEFT.’ ‘Avery, what’s in your inventory?’ ‘Goodbye, my friend’)

It might take a little bit to actually finish it or get any motivation for a few days to a week or so bc a close friend of my family is unfortunately on her last days. I saw her as more than a family friend- i genuinely saw her as part of the family, like an aunt or another grandma. My grandma is definitely taking it the hardest bc the friend (calling her P, the first initial of her name) has been friends with my grandma for 30-40 years or so. Honestly very upsetting stuff, but a natural part of life. Atlests she won’t be suffering anymore from cancer. We all thought she was recovering, but it happened to suddenly and her state just started deteriorating. the doctors said her state is too far gone (or whatever, i can’t remember exactly) so she’s just on meds to help with the pain.

Yap in the comments if you would like, or ask questions. Idc do whatever you want :)