I shake

I quiver

I bleed

I suffer

Alone I sit,

In the puddle of sadness

"What's wrong?"

All.

It's all

Shit.

It's all shit.

Genuinely how many more days can I do this.

I'm venting like crazy because I can't bear the pain.

I told myself I wouldn't vent anymorebecause years ago someone left me.

But look at me now, still standing.

I don't want to stand anymore

As soon as I get smth it's over

Imnotjoking. I won't stop.

I don't imagine I'll be here in a few days lol!!!!! Anyways