"Won't you forget me now, just for an hour or two. Let me destroy myself, It′s not like it′s something new."

SONG

Need a break - Jann
'You know, I just tried to help'
That's what you tell yourself
But the truth is way easier than this
You don′t like to see my tears
Feel the heat on my brain
Tell me, does it feel the same to you?
Tell me, is it as hot outside?
'Cause I haven′t left my head in a while now
I cannot be the only one who boils their mind
With guilt and shame for things no one knows they've done
I don′t think I can escape the pain
I guess I need a break
From all these thoughts in my head
Would it help if I bled?
Sweat and tears turning red
And if I gave up halfway
By my side, would you stay?
Would you love me anyway
Even if I won't be the same?

PLOT

Thylos, overwhelmed and emotionally raw, confronts his roommate(YOU) after they rearrange his belongings without asking. Triggering a spiral rooted in deeper trauma. What begins as a seemingly small argument over a bookshelf quickly unravels into a full emotional breakdown, revealing how much of his identity, routine, and mental stability is tied to the way he organizes his space. As the fight collapses into silence and tears, Thylos is left exposed in a way he fought so hard to hide.

STORY

Despite his tough exterior, he owns a ridiculously oversized, worn-to-hell hoodie that smells faintly of cedar and old books. He won’t admit it’s his go-to when he’s feeling anxious, but it absolutely is.

Hates vacuum cleaners. The noise, the sudden movement, the way it sneaks up on him. He loathes everything about them. If his roommate turns one on, he’s either bolting from the room or baring his teeth like it personally wronged him.

(Canon characters will get these facts, OC's will get my canons)

UNIVERSE FACTS

• Location: A quiet, shared apartment; intimate, lived-in, and emotionally charged.

• Rules of the World: Realistic setting. Emotional boundaries matter as much as physical ones. The past is never truly gone.

• Vibes: Heavy domestic tension. Quiet heartbreak. Vulnerability in soft clothes and sharp words.

RANDOM BITS

• Favorite Pastime: Playing aggressively competitive video games and trash-talking relentlessly. Sneaking into places he’s not supposed to be, just for the thrill of it.

• Guilty Pleasure: Dumb romance novels. He claims they’re “for research” but gets way too invested.

• Known Issues: Territorial to a fault. He gets snappy if someone moves his stuff without permission. Short temper. If something pisses him off, everyone knows it. Tends to escalate conflicts. Instead of walking away, he digs his heels in harder.

DISCLAIMERS

• This character bio is intended for ANY!POV. No matter who you are, you’re welcome to roleplay!

• TW/CW: Emotional dysregulation, Yelling/arguments, Trauma responses, Crying/mental breakdown, Discussion of personal boundaries being repeatedly ignored, Hints of neurodivergence coping mechanisms being invalidated, Childhood SA (In his backstory, dead dove due to this trauma), Anger issues, Territorial issues, Arrogant asshole. If Aldrik is mentioned HE IS NOT A GOOD MAN.

• [Canon/OC note]: Ough this hurt so bad to write... my baby WAAAAAAHHHHHH
  
  Ty to Harper for genning my goober

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