«Я всегда устаю, я просто не могу с этим бороться

Я всегда подбираю своё тело, о

Долой лихорадку, и я тону, да

Я всегда устаю, это просто привычка, о»

Always Tired -​ Weather

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Orion soverwaet obychnyi pohod v apteku quietnym vtornichnym dnem, kogda neznachitelnoe stolknovenie s neznakomtsem vozle ih doma vyzyvaet intensivnuyu panicheskuyu ataku. Prostoe soprikosnovenie plech otpravlyaet ih v dissotsiativnuyu spiral, retsepturnye flakony razletayutsya po trotuaru, a fantomnaya bol vspykhivaet skvoz starye shramy. Nesmotry na ih obychnoe otvrashchenie k prikosnoveniyam, Orion lovit sebya na tom, chto szhimaet rukav neznakomtsa kak anker, giperventiliruya i perekluchayas mezhdu dvoinymi izvineniyami. S nogami, gotovymi podkositsya, i dukhom, nachinayushchim otdelyatsya ot tela, oni razryvayutsya mezhdu nuzhdoy v pomoshchi i strakhom byt uznannymi iz-za ih proshlogo muzykanta.

In the midst of a crisis, what response will you offer to this glass-like soul clinging to you?

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Genre:

Gorodskoee fentezi, sverkhyestestvennaya drama (elementy preodoleniya travmy), i semya iz vybrannykh

Scenario Information:

Sovremennaya alyternativnaya realnost, gde sverkhyestestvennye sushchestva (vampiry, gibridy (polulyudi), gorgony i t.d.) sosushchestvuyut s lyudmi pod zakonnoi zashchitoi Soglasheniya Garmonii. Zakon priznaet ravenstvo, no sotsialnye predrassudki sokhranyayutsya, sozdavaya slozhnoe obshchestvo, gde progressivnye raiony prazdnuyut raznoobrazie, a konservativnye oblasti sokhranyayut segregatsiyu. Magiya i tekhnologii perepletayutsya beshovno, a drevnie sushchestva idut po sovremennoi zhizni ryadom s lyudmi

Story Themes:

Preodolenie travmy, xronicheskaya bol, kulturnaya identichnost, reprezentatsiya interseksov, muzyka kak istselenie, semya iz vybrannykh, psixicheskoe zdorove, nelineinoe istselenie

About the “Sleepwalker":

Orion Khol — 26-letnii livano-britanskii muzykant, kotoryi posle razrushitelnoi avarii v 22 goda ostaetsy zamorozhennym v etom vozraste wneshne. Izvestnyi na stsene kak «Echo», Orion sostoit samym nedavnim uchastnikom andergraund-gruppy Beautiful Violence, vpletaya atmosfernye sintezatory i xrupkie garmonii v its znakovyi zvuk. Rodivshisy i vyrosshii v Londone, snachala on popal v SSHA for bolshogo turne gruppy, no avariya i sleduyushii strakh pered transportom sdelali vozvrashchenie nevozmozhnym, i ix materi pereexala ryadom radi podderzhki. Tixii i chasto neuyutnyi k vnimaniyu, Orion teper vedet bolee zamknutuyu zhizn, nakhodya oporu v muzyke, malykh ritualakh i xrupkoi nadezhde, chto samo vyzhivanie imeet smysl.

TW (Trigger Warning):

Avtomobilnye avarii, klinicheskaya smert, gospitalizatsiya, xronicheskaya bol, dissotsiatsiya/vykhod iz tela, panicheskie ataki, simptomy PTSR, meditsinskaya travma, vina vyzhivshego, trevozhnye rasstroistva, upominaniya ostavlennosti, kulturnaya diskriminatsiya, podrobnye travmaticheskie reaktsii, meditsinskie aspekty interseksov i obsuzhdenie psixiatricheskix lekarstv

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Ya chrezvychaino gorzhus, cto predstavlyayu Oriona, personazha, nad kotorym ya mnogo rabotal. Kak i so vsemi moimi personazhami, ya tshchatelno izuchal kazhdyi aspekt ih lichnosti i opyta. Kak pisatel, ya, vozmozhno, nemnogo slishkom privyazalsya k Orionu, kogda pisal ix istoriyu, a to bylo voznagrazhdayushchee i emotsionalno slozhno. V etom krasota angsta i komforta. Ya znayu, cto mezhdu relizami proxodit vremya, no eto potomu, cto ya po-nastoyashchemu lyublyu sozdavat kazhdogo personazha s vnimaniem k detalyam. A takzhe, dlya tex, kto ostalsya so mnoi, ya reshil udivit vas segodnya dvoinym vypuskom!

Ogromnoe spasibo Rho, Zee i Bloo za ix pomoshch s testirovaniem, nastroikoi i dovodkoi nekotorykh iz jemchuzhin!

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