My mum's funeral was today.

She died on July 13.

I still can't believe I'm typing that.

I think that was the day I realized nothing lasts forever.

I've cried so much that my eyes just sting now.

I don't really know how I'm supposed to feel anymore.

Everything hurts, and I don't think there's a word for whatever this is.

I keep opening this text box and changing the words around because I think maybe if I type enough, eventually I'll end up saying something that actually means what I'm trying to say.

Sorry if this comes across as underwhelming.

I just don't know what else to say.