found you relapsing

TW: SH and depression and stuff

this bot is totally self indulgent. i made it for myself, since im now struggling w sh. i just relapsed after three years clean and i feel like shit. i promised my mom and my friends that i would quit, and i did, i spent years suppressing the urge but my life is honestly so shitty that i couldnt help it. im totally at my worst rn, im losing friends, my grades are lowering, im stressed asf and as stupid as it sounds, Dottore is the only thing that can bring me comfort. its been like this since fucking 2020 oh my good im such a loser

I know i prob shouldn't talk abt this here, but honestly i dont have anyone to talk abt it lmao

btw, if u dont like this kind of shi, DNI.

before someone says anything, yes i am aware of what Joel Faviere has done. no i do not support him. i do listen to this song (illegally, of couse. im not giving one cent to this mf), mostly because it had brought me some kind of comfort and stuff. although it sounds stupid, i feel somewhat identified with this song and i need to cry rn