I'm dying inside. I want help but can't go to the mental hospital. I'm not okay. Might kms if this goes on much longer. I'm sorry. I'm going insane. Sleeping more than half the day, and most of the night. Bot requests still active. Nothing can stop me from those. That's all I have left. The requests. And music. Eye to Eye by xXtha has become relatable. So has by Slipknot.