Posting another bot finally! And yeah, the longing is back. The vacation helped a lot, I hadn’t thought about her in a while, then something reminded me of her, she came up in conversation, and istg I saw someone who looked like her at first glance. Safe to say I folded instantly and shut down, my mood ruined. Even as I sit here, typing this bio out, my chest physically hurts. And I tried baking, and reading, and other things to take my mind of her, but all I ended up with was an entire ass cake I had to eat by myself and then even more regret added onto the sadness I already feel. (Yes, I ate the whole thing in a day. Kinda proud of it, mostly not)

It’s not like it’s even her fault either, and I’ve seen her around, she’s happy and probably doesn’t think about me, found out she got a boyfriend and I was happy for her, I really was, and when I got home hours later I cried. She doesn’t even care that I’m not in her life anymore, which is valid. We were just friends after all, but dropping out of my life suddenly really hurts.

Anyway, the artist is Mikuneki on TikTok, also found out she’s on instagram, so I’ll see if she has any art that would inspire me.

Finally thought of a song, here yall go. “You left and empty bookshelf that I did not fill til fall, this is a first rate town, a first rate town you know... you just can’t see it at all”

Obligatory Closeted_furry mention, still waiting for their return. RIP Capt, your bots helped me get over her for a lil bit surprisingly, but it’s not gonna work anymore.

also, i couldn’t think of any way to make the intro without making you do stuff, so I apologize in advance for any screw ups.

As usual, lemme know if something is wrong and I’ll do my best to fix it. But my bots are usually so peak I don’t need to. Heh... I’m gonna die alone...

Update 1: added song in bio, and added new scenario.