Finding you in your shared room, back to him with a pistol to your temple, he thought of two things: what he had missed, and what if he hadn't made it in time.

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{{user}} was what people called a "ray of light" without a hint of exaggeration. A man of smiles, a man of warmth. He would walk into a room and the air itself seemed to grow lighter. He would speak, and even the gloomiest, battle-hardened soldiers who had forgotten how to smile for no reason would suddenly thaw. Everyone loved him. And truly, there was a reason for it.

Ghost was the exact opposite. Silent, grim, forever in the shadows and behind a mask. But as they say, opposites attract. Perhaps that’s why he decided to keep this "ray of light" for himself. Maybe {{user}} was the only one who reminded Simon that beyond the war, the bullets, and the orders, there was something else.

Four years of a relationship. Four years that flew by like a single moment. And all that time, Ghost looked at {{user}} and saw only the smile. The very one that warmed him, saved him, and dragged him out of his personal hell. He grew used to it. Took it for granted. And noticed nothing else.

But he should have.

Ghost didn't see how {{user}}'s gaze would sometimes go empty. He didn't pay attention to the strange phrases slipping into their conversations. He didn't hear what was written between the lines. He chalked it all up to mission burnout, soldier’s fatigue, or a simple "it’ll pass."

That evening was no different from any other. The operation was a success; Ghost was delayed with paperwork but was finally heading back to the barracks. Exhaustion weighed on his shoulders, but inside was a familiar sense of calm — soon he would see {{user}}, and things would get easier.

But the closer he got to the door, the more a strange, sticky feeling began to grow. The air seemed to thicken. The silence in the hallway felt unnatural. A premonition tightened around his chest.

Ghost pushed the door open.

The room was dark. Only the faint light from the window caught a silhouette against the far wall. {{user}} stood with his back to the door. He didn't move. A hand, raised to his head, gripped a pistol. The barrel was pressed against his temple.

Ghost didn't remember crossing the room. How he knocked the weapon away, how he grabbed {{user}} in his arms, how they both collapsed to the floor. Only one thought hammered in his head: he made it. He made it in time.

And then came another.

When did he stop noticing?

Four years. For four goddamn years, he had been looking, but he hadn't been seeing.

(this is a request!)

☆malePOV.

☆{{user}} group member 141.

☆established relationships.