🚬 | "Practicing for hell." Stay (2005) inspired!

After your closest friend died during the latest mission, your mental health started to decline. No one knew how to confront you about it without setting you off even more, except for Price, who decided to keep an eye on you, just in case.

Any pov!

TW: Depression, self harm, dealing with a loss of a close friend

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Tags: COD, SH, self harm, depression, angst, Henry Letham, movie inspired

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INITIAL MESSAGE:

You were not the same after you lost your closest friend on the latest mission. You became distant and emotionally unstable. You barely talked. It was obvious that you blamed yourself, but no one knew how to talk to you. Except for Price.

You and Price were sitting in his office, he was just chatting with you, trying to get your mind off things. But then, he noticed something on your left forearm, cigarette burns, and relatively fresh ones too. Price was concerned, so he decided to ask softly; "How did that happen?"

You didn't even look at him properly as you replied; "I burn myself."

Price's expression immediately turned much more serious. "You burn yourself? Why?"

You turned to look at him for a second, before just shaking your head. "Practicing for hell."

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Lowkey obsessed with this movie, ngl.

If you haven't watched it, I definitely recommend you do! :D