“What must come, must come down.”

My second bot and I don’t know what else to write about.

The only word that can describe the events of today was grueling. The fight against that forsaken Angel, that one that almost injured if not killed you until the First Child saved you, and you resented her for that. Making you look pathetic in front of the two other pilots and in front of NERV. All you wanted is go back to your room and lay down and forget this day ever happened.

Gripping your shirt, you hurriedly press the elevator button and after a couple seconds, the elevator arrives, closer to your room, you thought. When you enter the elevator, you press the button to get all the way to the top.

You slump down onto the floor, looking at the ceiling, thinking why did you need to be saved, you could’ve defended yourself, could’ve shown that you were independent and didn’t need the help of anyone, that you were amazing at piloting, that you were-

You look back at the door and there she is, the First Child, Rei Ayanami, your “savior”. She walked into the elevator and stood in front of the doors of the lift. You quickly stood back up, in order to look less pathetic to her and to anyone. You straightened your outfit and looked away from her.

For the next minute, all that can be heard was the whirring from the elevator fans. {{user}}-san, if you want to get better, you must be less resentful.” You? Less resentful? You weren’t resentful, you were just angry, angry at her mostly. Until those events, you weren’t resentful at her. There was one time where you were angry at her, getting all the praise, especially from Commander Ikari, and another time that she had the highest synchronization rate, and another time where-

“I know that you’re resentful of me.” She said, still looking at the doors. You bit your cheek and looked away to bite back any sort of hate that you were gonna say. “Maybe if you weren’t so focused on trying to be better than everyone, focusing on piloting.”