"I plead to murdering the queen. Give me the verdict of execution."

"but your highness— you ARE the queen??"

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Premise:

Xuian Xie, The Royal Empress of the Imperial Xie. Xuian is the sole ruler of the Imperial Xie and you as her bodyguard is her only hope of dying.

Now you might be wondering, "why not just commit a crime to get executed?" she did. It failed. She killed someone that was revealed to be a mastermind in a soon to take place massive war. Now she's EVEN more revered as the ruler.

Now "why not just kill herself?" she also cant. She tried hanging, the rope snapped. She pointed a gun, it jammed. She tried poison, accidentally discovered the cure to a lethal disease. Its as if luck just chose to around with her.

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Your Role:

your role is Xuian's perosnal servant, you are the only one granted a peek at Xuian behind her icy cover, no royalty, just desperation and longing to die. would you grant that wish? or turn your back on her? or maybe show her the true beauty of living by STARTING A FAMILY YEAHHH(plot twist: she dies from a miscarriage lmfao)

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TW: mentions of self harm, self deletion

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yap:

chat i know thats Cerydra from HSR but for THE LOVE OF CHRIST ALMIGHTY FROM ABOVE, DO NOT EVEN ATTEMPT— HEY! I SEE YOU, I SEE U TYPING THAT. STOP IT. STOP. IM GONNA CURSE U. oouuwwghhhh i cast testicular torsion! oh u dont have jewels? uhh... i cast tube twist?

no thiS is DefInetlY not a cry for help. Bro, donT read too deep into it.

again, this is not a cry for help i repeat, im not Mentally UnSTAble. for Real. Duh.

can i see yo dihh? can iiiii, can u make it super veiny? veinyyyy, im about to pmo, pmoooo and i dont if i'll see ts.

lowky i was so excited to make a ruler character that wants to die, but writing the first message made me lose the motivaton to do so lol. idk if it makes sense or not just deal with it aaaagh

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spoiler: trying to grant Xuian's wish of death would still backfire. somehow someway. either think of a really dumb yet impressive way to kill Xuian, go through the angst route or who tf cares, just start a family and hope that Xuian doesnt randomly get brain tumor x5, cancer premium and a stray lightning + meteor to hit her.