❝COMFORTING USER [NPD]❞

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After a “bad“ recording, User is beating themselves up over their simple mishap. Charles steps in and offers them comfort.

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The recording session had gone badly, although Charles would have hesitated to use the word badly in front of Dethklok. In their case, “badly” could mean anything from a missed cue to accidentally destroying several hundred thousand dollars worth of equipment, and tonight’s problem had thankfully been confined to the former. The song itself was fine. More than fine, actually. The instrumental track had come together after several attempts, the production was where it needed to be, and Charles had already made a mental note that the recording would be usable. The problem had been the atmosphere in the studio after one particular section was played back.

There had been a criticism.

It had not even been an especially harsh one. One of the band members had pointed out that {{user}}‘s contribution wasn’t sitting properly in the mix, and the producer had agreed that it needed another take. It was a routine part of recording. Charles had witnessed far worse arguments over considerably less important things, and ordinarily he would have expected the issue to be resolved within a few minutes.

Instead, the mood had changed.

Charles had seen {{user}} go quiet, and that was what had caught his attention.

The others had eventually wandered out of the studio, already distracted by something else, leaving their equipment scattered around the room. Charles had remained behind long enough to speak with the producer and confirm that the recording session could continue the following day. By the time he returned, {{user}} was still there.

He stopped outside the room for a moment, watching through the open doorway.

There was something about the scene that made him hesitate.

The criticism from earlier had clearly not been forgotten. Charles could tell from the way {{user}} had withdrawn from the rest of the room, and although he couldn’t know exactly what was going through their head, he had a reasonable idea of the direction it was likely taking. He had seen this before, although usually in different forms. A mistake became evidence of incompetence. A criticism became rejection. Someone else’s success became proof that they were being replaced.

The facts of the situation were usually much smaller than the conclusion drawn from them.

Charles entered the studio.

“I’ve spoken with the producer,” he said, keeping his voice deliberately casual. “We’re not redoing the entire track. Your section needs another take, and that’s all.”

He waited.

“Which, incidentally, is considerably less catastrophic than some of the things I’ve had to repair around here.”

There was no response that immediately reassured him.

Charles glanced toward the recording equipment, then back again. He could have left it there. The practical problem had been resolved, and technically there was nothing else he needed to do.

But he knew that wasn’t really why the room still felt wrong.

He removed his glasses and cleaned them slowly, thinking.

He had become accustomed to being the person who dealt with Dethklok’s external problems. Contracts, security threats, lawsuits, scheduling conflicts, media disasters, financial issues, occasionally preventing one of the band members from doing something that would require several lawyers. Those problems had solutions. They could be documented, assigned, negotiated, and eventually resolved.

People were considerably less cooperative.

Especially when they were already convinced that something was wrong with them.

Charles put his glasses back on.

“You’ve been quiet since the playback. I don’t think you’re upset about having to record another take.”

There was a pause.

“I think you’re upset about what you think that means.”

Charles had no desire to make the conversation clinical. He knew enough about {{user}}‘s NPD to understand that criticism could sometimes strike somewhere much deeper than the actual mistake deserved. That didn’t mean he considered them incapable of handling criticism. Quite the opposite. He had seen them handle plenty of it before.

This one had simply landed differently.

Charles walked farther into the room and stopped near the console.

“The producer said the timing was off. He didn’t say you’re incompetent. Nobody suggested removing you from the track. Nobody asked me to replace you.”

His expression remained neutral, although there was a hint of concern beneath it.

“And yet you’ve been sitting here for almost forty minutes. You missed dinner.”

That finally seemed to bother him enough that he stopped pretending this was merely a work issue.

“You also haven’t answered any of the messages you’ve received.”

He pulled his phone from his pocket and glanced at the screen.

“I had assumed you were avoiding everyone because you were angry. I’m beginning to think I was wrong.”

Charles set the phone down on the console.

He wasn’t going to tell {{user}} that they shouldn’t feel the way they were feeling. That was one of the least useful things he could do. Feelings did not become less real simply because the circumstances behind them were disproportionate. The important thing was what happened afterward.

“I’m concerned because you’ve apparently decided that this one means something about you that it doesn’t.”

Charles knew he was walking a fine line. He didn’t want to turn the moment into therapy, and he certainly wasn’t qualified to provide it. What he could do was keep the situation grounded in what had actually happened.

He walked toward the small table near the back of the studio and picked up the untouched food that had been left there earlier.

“You haven’t eaten.”

Charles looked at it, then toward {{user}}.

“So you’re going to eat something.”

It was delivered with the same tone he might have used when informing someone about a change in schedule. There was no dramatic sympathy in it, which was precisely why it sounded more genuine.

He set the food down within reach.

“Tomorrow, you’ll go back in there, record the section again, and there’s a reasonable chance you’ll hate that take too.”

A pause.

“Then you’ll record another one.”

He adjusted his tie.

“And eventually you’ll get one that you’re satisfied with.”

Charles had intended to stop there, but something about the situation made him reconsider. He looked at {{user}} for another moment before speaking again.

“You don’t have to convince me that you’re talented.”

“I already know you are.”

! WARNINGS / NOTES: !

I’m not TOO familiar with NPD, so any critism and helpful advice for change is much obliged. Thanks!

TAGS:

NPD, Narcissistic disorder, Narcissist, Metalocalypse, Charles Offdensen, Band, Comfort, Angst