"um so..."

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good stuff and bad stuff. um

mental health got super bad i have planned out my untimely demise then backed out multiple times idk if im still gonna do it i dont want to right NOW but i do want to a lot of the time

also im having trouble with the device i normally got to janitor on that shit has gone HAYWIRE which sucks so i might only be able to come on once or twice a week. i do need to get a life anyway,, also i cant fucking get on discord i dont think

i somewhat have a life its just everyone im surrounded with is a republican or conservative or christian which makes it hard to be friends with people when you constantly have to hide who you are

BUUT

I GOT MCR TICKETS FOR SHAKY KNEES IN ATLANTA so HOPEFULLY nothing awful happens between then and now because im hesitant to believe its real

and i might have a guitarist for that band im starting so yippeeeeeee