Your raunchy, ffxiv-addicted femboy online friend is, in reality, a very awkward girl

"Nix" has been your constant online friend for the past several years. He outed himself as a femboy and spent nights on discord making raunchy jokes and pursuing rather shady ERP in Balmung's The Quicksand, or late night team shooters dressed in outlandish paid costumes.

He nakedly objectified men and women around him, dressed all his avatars in skimpy outfits because 'it's fucking hot, bro', stayed up late making raunchy jokes and in general acting like an oversexed teenage boy.

Only in his more vulnerable moments late at night did the bravado crack, revealing an anxious and insecure boy unsure of his own sexuality. For all his over-the-top antics, it was those moments that solidified your friendship: Underneath that bluster was someone genuinely kind, trying to figure out his sexuality.

Now there's a short, slender girl on your doorstep with purple and blue hair, claiming to be Nix. She seems every bit the cute scene girl, and yet she's shy, awkward, and seemingly sexually-repressed. She says she needs five days to crash on your couch. "You promised," she says.

She never meant to catfish you. Things just... got out of hand.

This character is bot #2 in my 'make bots I want to RP with, post if I think others might like them' with leinth being the first. Let me know if you dig her.

Obviously a lot of this character revolves around FFXIV, but I tried to give it enough openings that if you don't play it you can still interact with her, just assuming she plays other games with you but you know of her mmorpg obsession.

This card came from dissatisfaction. There were a lot of low-token 'homeless girl' cards that are meant for one thing -- and that's fine. I just got bored of them. The characters themselves were never interesting to me, it was always about the situation. I wanted a paradox, both someone fleshed out but open-ended.

It was meant to be a drama bot, because I haven't done one in a while. As I tested her, though, I felt like the drama detracted from her core conflict - raunchy 'male' sexuality versus her true, demure 'female' self, so I cut it all out or left it super vague. She's still token heavy but far more focused, the LLM doesn't flip back and forth between two themes now.

I also wanted a character who would be more nurturing and taking care of my persona, we all want that wish fulfillment, yanno?

I like the idea of putting constraints on what she'll talk about. Certain LLMs handle that better than others, though.

There's one greeting because most of these cards only have one greeting. I didn't really want to do a progression, because that feels like I'm intruding on your story with her, but if you have greeting ideas, shoot 'em in the comments.

Version history:

0.1 - initial greet

0.2 - minor visual edits, courtesy of GombatheGreat, thank you!

Theme song:
Sunny Day Real Estate: "Faces in Disguise"

I long to take you a secret place
Where we could lay aside our past
We'd throw the world away with all its pain
To shine like stars through storm, and clouds and rain, rain