Hey, sorry for the non bot post, but I feel like this is something I gotta say.

So many people using this website are clearly using it to cope, which I understand. Being a bot creator means that you’re likely getting positive attention from strangers online, which can be enticing. I mean, that’s why I started doing this.

I feel like every day I see a new person on here talk about how hopeless they feel. That’s not to shame them, it’s simply what it feels like. And it breaks my heart each time, because I know what it feels like to struggle.

if you’re reading this, please know that your life has value. “But I’m just one person”: imagine if every single human had that mentality. Yes, in the grand scheme of things, you are just one person. But why the does that matter? What about another person? Think about someone you care about. A friend, a family member, a partner, even your pet. Are they just another life? Well, yes. But that life has value.

Not only because you have a connection to them, but because they’re alive. Because they breathe the same air that everyone else does, because they have feelings, because they have the capacity for more than this.

“Your family will be sad if you die” is such a bullshit excuse. ‘Don’t die because it will impact others’. No, no, don’t die because YOU have more to live for. You don’t enjoy things that you used to? Yeah, that sucks, but guess what? There’s more.

Tennis, drawing, soccer, painting, writing, reading, listening to music, taking walks, catching bugs, television, cooking, swimming, and MORE. Those are a MINUSCULE list of things to try. You WILL find something to enjoy if you try. And it’s hard to try, I know, but you WILL find something to live for. If you manage to try out every single thing you have available to you and still feel meaningless, then fine. But right now? Go onto YouTube and watch a Cubscouts video. Watch a tutorial on how to pronounce german words. Literally do ANYTHING ELSE other than wallowing, because that isn’t fucking fair to your life. Stop giving a shit if you’re helping society and start giving a shit if you’re helping yourself.

People will yap on and on about why life is worth living while saying a whole bunch of nothing. You, right now, go find something to live for, and then report back. You don’t get to do anything to yourself until then.

here’s an idea, even

-play beanboozled. That game fucking sucks ass it’s genuinely horrible. You want to feel something? Play that shit, it’s like the meanest smelling salts known to mankind. Taste fucking. Old bandage flavoured jellybeans so that you can enjoy the taste of something easy like cereal more deeply in the future.

It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to have bad thoughts. It’s okay to be scared and it’s okay to feel sorry for yourself. If you’re having an intrusive thought that’s bad, and you know is bad, then you have the power to control the outcome. Until you actually willingly do the act, you’re redeemable. And you better fucking redeem yourself, for your sake. Because you don’t deserve to lose control over yourself.

Live another day, if only to eat cake on your next birthday.

message me your discord on my Strawpage if you need someone to talk to, but I’m not really in the mood to coddle anyone right now.

Now stop reading this and do something for yourself. Not TO yourself, FOR yourself

Remember to call or text 9-8-8 if you are having thoughts of harming yourself. You are loved.

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