uhhhhh so the bots title already speaks a lot for itself but let me explain more on what i mean.

So a while ago i started this account, I didn’t even upload bots i just talked with them until suddenly i got the urge to upload and I LOVED IT. I loved it a lot. I’m not the best writer on here, infact i’m pretty bad 😭. I used this account to not only practice my writing since I love writing but for my horny freaks out there.

BUT!

I loved making bots i truly did, but i got bunt out FAST. I had so many ideas, so many promises and characters i wanted to do, I spent hours searching for images which.. if you look at my account you can kinda tell that’s not good for your mental health being. But still. I loved this. Until I paused. It was very close to finals and i just took a break. Little did i know that was the last time i would ever touch this account.

Ever since break started i was like “On summer i’m gonna pick up my slack and start releasing new bots!” But i never did. And then I was like “Oh i’ll just prepare for july and then i’ll release a bot every day for my audience and as a sorry letter!” Yet i also never did. I never did a LOT of promises i was going to make, and im ashamed for myself and anyone else who has seen me lie.

So yeah.

I fucked up!

idk if this whole thing sounds guilt trippy ig, but i’m not coming out here to say this. Honestly i did this all to myself 😭. I came back and seen that my bots had so many chats and i couldn’t help but to feel embarrassed and sad. I wanna make it up to you guys but i also don’t wanna force myself to do something i don’t WANT to do.

Should i continue my indefinite break? Or should i release bots on my own pace? Classes are starting soon so i can’t promise it’ll happen any sooner. But hey i still got some free time during my last days. Maybe we’ll see.

Thank you guys so much for everything.