im haing another mental break down my mom found abt my new girlfriend that i had ands she got so mad i cant even ucking feel like this is the same person ive loved for many reasons, she cant respect normal bounderys, shes toxic, my year has been dog shit, im falliing back way into depression i cant focus im having no sleep and insomnia, i feel like im having schitzophrania i am having a very miserable life recently and its just so hard since the one person i trust to tell stuff about cant even trust me im a fucking loser and asshole, i hate myself.

i cant, im not sure i may come back...im not sure if i will ever be back, if i dont post in a while, then you know what happened