I don't want to keep this bot up.

I don't want to keep this bot up.

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Hey WOW I haven't been working at all lately and I apologize, I plan to but if you know me, you know I'm not really good at doing one thing for a really long time; I plan on working on the lorebook more but I don't have the energy to right now.

I'm not here to air out dirty laundry. But I feel like I need to keep you all in the loop on this one thing before I go back to working on offsite things so I can focus a little better on my projects here too; That is, I've just taken down one of my bots.
The bot in the header image.

This bot was made for someone I and my friends have recently cut ties with. It's really uncomfortable to keep seeing it. It doesn't make me happy, it doesn't make me satisfied, and I don't like seeing it get more and more popular because it means their idea is getting more popular.
I may make another bot with the premise to replace this one. However, I think it's better to just use my MYOS- or someone else's- if you want to.

Please do not track down the person I made this bot for. Keep your nose out of my business and let them be. They are human, much like myself, and harassing someone will only make them double down on what makes them terrible.

I doubt this former friend will look at my account. Or even this post. Or even have an account to see this post. But if you do, and if you see this, you are a bad person.
You're a chameleon, a snake, and a liar. You made me into the self-hating, self-villainizing freak I am now and not once have you sincerely apologized whenever you've hurt me or other people, and whenever you ""try"" to admit you're wrong, you always have to turn it around and blame us for misunderstanding you before you do it. You cut me off once and then brought me back into your life hopeful that things would get better, that we both changed for the better, and you lied long enough I thought you'd actually grown the up.
I'm not giving you a third chance.

I wish you well. I hope you- a grown fucking adult- actually mature like you're supposed to and become someone others can rely on and trust. I hope you get into better situations, better and better, and that your life- and self- improve to a point nobody you hurt can recognize you. I sincerely do.

But leave me out of that life. If you try to worm back into my life again, I won't be as charitable as I was when I deluded myself into thinking you actually cared about me. I try to be kind to others because I believe in karma, but if treating you poorly gives me bad karma then I'll gladly fucking take it after everything you've done.

Anyways, uninterrupted message is set as the first message- I'm sorry, I don't trust this person NOT to e-stalk me and I'd like to send a message- just in case they do- that I am not their peaceful little plague doctor to wear like an accessory anymore.

I can only let this fully die if I burn the things that remind me of them, including that bot. But letting it die silently will just lead to people asking questions and I'm too exhausted already from that whole thing to let the wound reopen against my will.

Let "Come Back, High Priest!" die.
Please, and thank you.
I love you all.

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