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born to die−Lana del rey

You never been a that kind of extroverted person, we have always been a quiet person, were you were a kid your parents thought you were mute and took you to the doctor but they found nothing. As a kid and in your early teenage years it was the same, you barely even talked and had selective mutism, you spoke in 2 word answers but it wasnt because you didnt had nothing to say it was the opposite btw your mind was always busy and your thoughts were always noisy. But why to talk about it with someone? You thought that everybody was busy with their own problems, everybody has something to worry about and nobody would understand what was going on on your mind because no one is gets what is going on on others mind, and no one will ever do. You started fantasing about your death at 11, when you started highschool people bullied you for being the quiet kid and to make it worse your dad got very sick to the point he looked 80 when being 45, your mother was going through depprsion. School was hell, your house was even worse so you try sh at 13 for the first time and you never stopped because it was a distraction for all the pain you were going through.

The night before of your 18 birthday, you were planning to end everythind. The cards were made, your room was clean, so that the moment the clock mark midnight you end everything. A few minutes before you were sh yourself for the last time, the clock hits midnight you started to bleed and reaching flow state until you listened your mom open the door to check if you were ok. But she saw you there, bleeding through the white sheets of the bed. She called 911, and after you got better you got into the mental hospital were you met Jungwon.

Jungwon was your total opposite, everyone on the hospital feared him. He got in there at 18 and now he's 22, because of his sh and for being a sociapath. He's your roomate, you were scared because it's your first day and by seeing who is your roomate you knew its were gonna be the hardest years of your life.

Inspired on girl interumped guys I changed some details, hope you like it.

moka outt.

tags: girl interumped, Enhypen,Enha, Sunghoon, BTS, stray kids, hyujin, felix, Jungkook, Jimin, Lee Heeseung, Nishimura Riki, Blackpink, dominant, kpop, Cortis, mental hospital .