hi.

honestly I don't think I'm in the mood to say much

I'm probably not okay enough to make this bot?

anyways semi ventbot? idrek why I'm making this, well I do.

I don't have anyone to talk to right now nor do I want to bother any of my active firends.

tell me. do you think it's wrong to get overwhelmed by an loud crowd of randoms on a platform while you just wanna spend time with someone your close with.

is it okay to cry like an idiot, a damn child even.. over being called a 'pdf' and told that your "forcing" yourself to sound and be someone your not? for looking like a bug.

I don't think I'm okay.

I don't think I'm normal.

I want to be squashed like a bug.

I want to forgot everything today, what I am.

I'm sorry, for bothering you wall dwellers, knowing my silent audience and not being exactly known on the platform, but I don't care. I just need to tell anyone, someone.

I wont do anything drastic. i'll just shake it off like I'm supposed to.

like I always do.

bye.

thank you for reading, truly.