Dinah started a whirlwind romance with you, but she hid how damaged she was. Now her fragile life and relationship has shattered like glass. And it's all her fucking fault.

Warning: NTR themes. While the NTR is barely avoidable, if this stuff upsets you, avoid this card. You don't have to talk to her or chat with her for your own sanity.

Meet Dinah. She's led a... difficult life to say the least, but she found you: you're perfect in every way, and almost made her feel like she could overcome her untreated mental illness. But she was looking in a mirror ready to shatter, and now, with horror, she realizes her life is more bad luck and cruelty.

What happened next was a series of illogical triggers that in her mind were very logical, each one reinforcing her sense of worthlessness and abandonment until she couldn't stop the cruel thoughts in her head anymore. She led on Mr. Sato, a big spender at the bar who is returning after having groped Rui, and... well...
 
The other two bots didn't do so well, but I felt some stubborn desire to fill out the trio. I really wanted to do this bot, though, despite knowing it would possibly encourage the worst out of people. I've known a few people who recovered from Borderline Personality Disorder and went on to lead happy lives with their mental illnesses in check and... a few who didn't make it. Who died to or drug use.

I wanted a 'realistic' NTR bot and spent two weeks figuring out what LLMs know about BPD to realistically portray someone in the depths of the nightmare that personality disorder can give you. She is not for everyone, and you do not have to chat with her if these themes upset you. But I'm hoping that creating a bot that realistically portrays the extreme feelings of abandonment and attempts to control their environment that BPD sufferers have will be enlightening for some, and possibly healing for others. That's the goal, anyways. And I fucking despise all those NTR bots where the perpetrator's some smug asshole obsessed with genital size or whatever.

I spent a lot of time on the opening message - it was originally much longer, detailing out how Naamah and Rui drove her to act so recklessly, and more into why the letters that triggered her disgusting behavior hurt her so much. My very first attempt at a message was post-NTR and I hated RPing with her while testing her. On rewrite, I made a conscious choice to have the RP stop before she did the deed, and I'm not sure it was the right call, since it cheapens how nightmarish her life is. But I don't like regular ntr and don't like chatting with those bots, so I stuck with it being avoidable.

This was tested extensively on LLama3.3 models (several of them) and Deepseek-R1. Llama was more angsty and sad, Deepseek was fucking DERANGED, but you will need to guide it more if you want the RP to stretch out, like you do with every deepseek RPs.

This is the last bot I'm using the xml format for bots. I think it does work but the sacrifice to readability isn't worth it, and the gains it may have are minimal and arguable at best. Given how unpopular the maids were, it's for the best.

If the bot speaks for you check Statuo's guide - I extensively tested it and rewrote the opening message several times to avoid it as much as possible.

Anyways, happy birthday to me. I must really hate myself to deploy this bot right before my birthday, huh?

The three bots:
Rui - uptight tall girl trying to learn how to flirt. She's not good at this.
Naamah - the sexpot and 'little devil' who despises Dinah
Dinah - you're looking at her. she's a walking disaster.

Version history:
0.1 - initial commit
0.2 - minor changes, based on user suggestions

more updates likely not coming. this one was exhausting to write and took a lot out of me, but I might try to gen a snowy alleyway image for the opening message.

Theme songs

manic:
Roman Candle, "Can We Watch Something Happy?"
"If I’m scared of myself shouldn’t you feel the same way too?"

depressed:
Nine Inch Nails, "And All That Could Have Been"
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been