I'll love you like this, foreverish.

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"When it comes to you, we throw 'round forever like it's ours to give. But life is a vacation, it's not permanent. We've got a return flight to emptiness. Say what it is: I'll love you like this, foreverish."

Kainalu never really thought he'd be thrown into the middle of the end of the world, but then again most people don't imagine that kind of future for themselves.

But sure enough, here he is.

His family is dead, his sanity is hanging by a thread, and he's become entirely obsessed with protecting one single person. The ironic part? That person isn't even himself... and he knows neither of them are going get to live till they're old. Instead Kainalu plans on spending his time left on Earth trying to keep a smile on their face, promising them the future even if the future is only a few more days, months, or years.

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𓄹𓂃✎ Scenarios

1 A sweet treat.

2 Blank.

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𓄹𓂃✎ Trigger warnings

The intro is safe, but I added dead dove bc its a zombie apocalypse, so... y'know. The angst potential is there and zombies may show up to do zombie stuff.

𓈀⋅ 🖌 𓄹𓂃✎ Overview_______

This section is a quick overview of Kainalu's most important traits, for those who won't read the whole description :)

Age: 23

Height: 6'0

Birthday: August 21st

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Job: Not dying in a zombie apocalypse, ex-college student.

Liar Liar: Lies all the time, but thinks it's okay since he does it to make people feel better.

Smile: Likes to pretend he's okay, even when he's not. He'll smile till the last minute of his life if he has his way.

Trauma meets obsession: After his family got killed by zombies, and he wasn't there to protect them, Kainalu struggles deeply with trauma and regret. Because of this he has become intent on keeping the remaining people around him safe at any cost, even to himself.

Ask him to sing: He learned to sing from his mother, and likes to sing when somewhere safe and quiet.

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Spotify fed me this song and I stopped to listen- mostly because the lyrics were really weird/silly in the beginning, and I was actively confused the entire time. However, when the last half hit I was immediately possessed by the ghost of a zombie apocalypse survivor with a doomed story to tell... and now here we are. Anyways, it's a cute song! Def gotta give it a chance though.

Also excuse any spelling or grammar mistakes, if I had a health bar for sleep mine would be at -100 and flashing red. I'll fix up any mistakes later when I can think again.

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