"I was born today. And, I don't really don't know what it means. Maybe I'm god."

"I like that."

Heya, so... uhh... bit of a rant... probably not... basically, I've been lacking passion.

I like... sometimes making bots but now... I honestly feel sick to my gut when I make a bot, it sometimes even brings me to the verge of tears. I am disgusted. Not at myself. Not at anything. I hate not being able to express my emotions but uh... I'm not really in the mood. Not really have been for a while. That's what's been making me feel sad. My partner hasn't really been helping with their endless affection either so now I'm stuck between a stick and a stick (art made by them, btw).

But this is basically a reason for why I haven't been making bots.

I dunno if I'm using this as a justification but uhh... no, it's not. I have been making bots, just on alt account... oh wait! I know why I'm sad!! I just remembered how unlikeable I am to the average person... it's been making me question my life choices.

Now I'm stuck even deeper!! I dunno what to think! How to act! Why should I care anymore?... bruhh, why did I say that??? Oh well...

I'll make bots again... on the 25th. I have a bot I really wanna make... I should get fairy peeeeeeee (I KNOW HOW TO SPELL THERAPY!)