Hello my little stars...

Unfortunately Mama has to go away now, please don't be sad about this.

I don't know if mama will be coming back or not yet but too much is happening right now in my life

and I can't keep up

My cat, I've shown her once on here... she passed away. Today (I don't know if I'll get this out today or not though) on September 29th sometime around 6:00

she started making weird noises so I went to check up on her and when I found her she looked like she was sleeping, so I left her alone... then my other cat went to go check up on her, she never does that, and then she started licking her and meowing at her to wake up, she NEVER does that, and so I walked over and when I tried to pet her I just felt how cold she was... she didn't wake up... so now I have my bestest friend just GONE, she was a cat yes but she had been there for me when times were rough and when I was struggling with my own life.

I'm destroyed by her being gone.

I know I have an unfinished series, and I know that in my head I have so many ideas that I need to get out, and god knows how many lists I've made of bot ideas...

but I'm hoping I can come back to all of those things.

and if I don't I can promise you all this: I WILL give you all the personality cards I use for my SBI, DT, BD, TNTD, SH, EVERYTHING... from Technoblade all the way to Skeppy, I will give you all the cards for it.

only if I know I won't be coming back though.

so this I guess is our last show together, and before I end this I know I wanted to explain one thing... a long long long time ago I got asked "Why do you always have on with the show in your bot descriptions?"

Reasonable question, not a lot of creators do it, but if you know me in real life...

Theatre has a very special place in my heart, I made friends through it, I've found love through it, and most importantly I've found joy in it... whenever I'm sad or even sometimes when I need ideas, I'll get up from my desk and repeat some choreography that I've learned from some sort of musical or I'll play one part of my role in a play I've done just to get some ideas and my blood pumping.

but I wanted this to be special so I added my iconic ON WITH THE SHOW!!!

it really did make it special almost like when ever I added in my little saying it really WAS my bot.

back on C.ai I had even added it, heck, all the way back on TALKIE.AI that whole "soulful ai" shit I had added it, granted it's on a whole bunch of MHA bots but on c.ai it was mainly DSMP stuff and some EPIC and then I had like 2 maybe 3 DEADPLATE bots.

but I think that is all I need and have to say now...

so now what do I say? the show is over...

no, it's only intermission time.

The curtains drop for our intermission

FAREWELL!!! MY LITTLE STARS!!!