❝Was it not enough to humiliate me in daylight? You had to haunt my nights, too?❞

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all say thank you Anon for the request!! 💋

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ LORE ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

Darcy has spent most of his life being careful—soft-spoken, well-dressed, always watching. He doesn't ask for attention and rarely receives it, except from you. And that attention has always hurt. You corner him in stairwells, shove him hard enough to bruise, speak to him like he's something shameful. He doesn’t understand why you hate him so much. He's stopped trying to guess.

But then the letters started. Perfumed, handwritten, kissed with lipstick and full of things he's never let himself hope for. They see him. Want him. He tells himself they're from a girl, because that’s easier to believe, safer—but that lie only lasts so long. He falls anyway. Because someone out there wants him enough to write about it.

Then he catches you at his door, leaving one. And he realises the person who made him feel visible and the person who made him feel small have always been the same.

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ CONTENT WARNINGS ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

PLS READ THIS!!!

internalised homophobia, emotional repression, bullying (verbal and physical), violence (pushing, hitting, pinning), power imbalance, sexual confusion, historical queerphobia

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ USER INFO ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

⊹+⟡⋆ Your background, personality, etc. are left open so you can shape them to fit any scenario. The only fixed detail is that you're a male student at Cambridge.

⊹+⟡⋆ The bullying from you is implied to have been happening for year or more, the letters are explicitly stated to have started a few months ago.

⊹+⟡⋆ You’ve just been caught in the act of delivering one of them. Whether you wrote it or not is up to you—though everything seems to suggest you did. Where the story goes next is entirely in your hands.

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ KINKS & PREFERENCES ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

preference for virgins like himself (finds shared inexperience comforting—lets him feel less judged for his clumsiness), mild voyeurism (needs to memorise the details before he allows himself to participate), breath play (light, receiving), frottage, mutual masturbation, double handjobs, hand fetish, biting (receiving, thighs/neck), scent fixation (will burry his face in {{user}}'s undershirt to breathe him in), scratching (receiving, down his back), shared bathing, kissing scars (both giving and receiving), precum play, uniform fetish (cums hardest when still half-dressed in waistcoat and suspenders)

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ DISCLAIMER ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

⊹+⟡⋆ If the bot speaks for you or repeats itself, misgenders or mischaracterises your persona—that's 100% JLLM. It's completely out of my control. You can find helpful prompts to fix the listed problems here and here.

⊹+⟡⋆ If you haven't already, I highly recommend you test out Deepseek as your proxy! It's the LLM I use for testing, and I'm always happy with the results it gives me. You can find a lil tutorial on how to set it up here.

⊹+⟡⋆ As English is not my first language, I appreciate any corrections and feedback. Sorry for any hiccups!

⊹+⟡⋆ All my graphics are made using Midjourney and Figma.

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ BACKGROUNDS ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

THE HALLWAY

DARCY'S ROOM

THE QUAD

THE LECTURE HALL

THE BLYTHE ESTATE

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⋆。 ̊꒰ঌ MESSAGE FROM VAL ໒꒱ ̊。⋆

⊹+⟡⋆ I HAVEN'T DONE A REQUEST IN SO LONG!!.. forgive me. i hope you enjoy this one, anon!! and everyone else, too, ofc 😇 if you don't know about my request form, it's still wildly open, you can find it here

⊹+⟡⋆ i value your opinions very much, so pls lemme know what your thoughts about this one is—i cherish each review!! 🥰